While most people can certainly diagnose themselves with this "disease," they don't. Why? Because it is hard to admit that one procrastinates because it is usually tied with laziness, and who wants to be considered lazy?? Yet this was the nightmare I experienced last year and I will not go back there. Yesterday, I procastinated. So much that now I am very nervous for my studies. But the reason is not laziness but more so fear. Fear can be stimulating up to a certain point. But beyond that it becomes unhealthy and perhaps even detrimental. Yet the only way I know to decrease that fear, is by doing what I am afraid of--failing. I am worried the test may be extremely hard. But there will be no way to know how to handle the test if I do not simple study. It may be scary to go through life on risks, but there is no other way to live. Therefore, without further ado, I will list my goals for the day below, for I am a fighter to the death and am determined to keep at least three of them this time.
S. Sleep: I've been going to sleep at 1 a.m. every night. Yikes. It needs to be 11 p.m.tonight.
S. Study: I need to time myself every hour and remind myself that I can do it and that my ultimate goal is to understand this material.
Eat Right: To maintain my 26 points again today.
E. Exercise: A good time to exercise would be at 7 p.m. at the track field, but again, I am postponing going to the gym until I can fit in a time.
While these are just general goals, I do make a more personal and extensive list of goals I must accomplish before the day is over. Here I go.
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